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So random, havent updated in years, rofl [04 Oct 2005|09:22pm]
[ mood | ..ok ]
[ music | Beyonce - Baby boy ]

So past few months since i got results, started college yonks ago, re taking maths and doing Health and social care AVCE, thats 2 A levels and a GCSE, fun fun, lol, im loving it atm, its fecking AMAZING! Lots of work tho, lol, but to be honest i expected more than what im getting. Met this guy there called Dave, MAN im crushing so bad on him, loool, things have happened between us but im thinking he just wants us to be mates, so thats sorta not cool, but what fucking EVER, social life is getting back on track, had party last thursday, then another one on friday, and im goin to a college partay at this nightclub in 2 days, frekin fun! Haha, frek is such a cool word. Yeah, look what Angie just said about me, nearly made me cry.. me in bold, if the bold works, lol "i got me myself and ...." is moi

I got me, myself and I, I know that i will never disappoint myself, Dont need nobody else says:
meh, dave has a crush on someone else

The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
Well it should be you.
The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
Its his loss.
I got me, myself and I, I know that i will never disappoint myself, Dont need nobody else says:
yeah i agree, loool!!
I got me, myself and I, I know that i will never disappoint myself, Dont need nobody else says:
thanx

The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
Your more than welcome.
The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
I know we dont know each other that well, considering we have been talking for YEARS but when I do talk to you, your really cool.. you always listen to me and you give great advice, your honest.. and thats a great quality in a person. Your hillarious aswell, you always make me laugh and thats an even better quality to have in someone!!!.............
I got me, myself and I, I know that i will never disappoint myself, Dont need nobody else says:
aww thankyou hunni

The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
...also your gorgeous, and your not all big headed about it, which is attractive in people. he should notice how great you are. I'm a bit miffed he hasnt snatched you up already, you'd make some guy a lovely girlfriend
I got me, myself and I, I know that i will never disappoint myself, Dont need nobody else says:
, thanx babe!! Awwww ur so about to make me cry

The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
lol..
The Best Part Of What Has Happened, Was The Part I Must Have Missed says:
dont cry. that would be like..... gay..

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Not as good as i hoped *Gcse's* [27 Aug 2005|03:15am]
[ mood | I dont know how to feel.. ]
[ music | Lullaby - Mariah Carey ]

English Lit - B
English lang - C
Child development - C
Business studies - C
Fashion & Design - D
Maths - D
RE - E
Science - Double E
French - F

Never expected a B in english so wow! It was the harder of the exams as well, the poetry one so i was super happy about that! English lang, business studies and child dev i kinda expected to get C's in that so im happy i didnt get Lower. DT didnt expect a D at all so im happy with that, Maths, FUCK ME :-O LOL I WAS GETTING F'S AND U'S IN MY MOCKS! Lol, so i totally dont understand how i got a D so i was super pleased about that as well, RE kinda shocked i got an E :( not in a good way..same with science i dont get it, because i got B's in my coursework and c's in my mock exams and the GCSE's were dead easy, Science was one of my best subjects, i dont get it?? French, lmao, well considering i didnt even turn up for one of the exams im quite glad i didnt get a U :o)
Didnt get my 5 C's and above i needed though did i..So i might re-take science and maths GCSE in college coz then il have like..7 GCSE passes =D lol can finally sleep at night now, the relief has set in coz now i dont have to worry about what i was going to get, now theres no waiting, now i know. Lol, college Enrolment next week, whoot!

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Mind body soul [15 Aug 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Roots Manuva - Witness ]

Well great, im single, lol..still for like a year and half, WHO0O0OTTT!i!111 Rofl, i didnt care until i realised i think i fancy Gemz bf, but meh im not telling anyone that ever, it could jeperdise (sp?) our friendship :-\ anyways, not been doing much, went for meal with mates, then went and mucked about at b-call courts with tom and gem for few hours, should be doing that again this week, its such a laugh, lol, anyways, people add me http://www.myspace.com/xmindxbodyxsoul and comment PLEASE once ive accepted u as a friend. lol.

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.~*+*~.I have a headache.~*+*~. [09 Aug 2005|11:15pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Destinys child - Temptation ]

Havent updated in a while, so i hope this doesnt get too long coz then no-one will read it!..Uhm...So basically in the past few weeks nothing much has happened. Lol, saw wedding crashers, AMAZINGLY FUNNY!! Lol!! Parents went away a week ago, they got back tonight.
Tuesday: Was spent alone
Wednesday: Emily came and stayed over, my god im pissed at her. Lol, she said she'd go halfs on whatever i spent for the sleepover, but did she? No, so i spent £18 expecting to get £9 back, but did i? No, and the money i spent was wasted, coz we rented two films, one of which she agreed to pay for. Did she? No, and i never got to see them properly coz she didnt shut up through out them, had to watch hide and seek again the next mornin, them walk a mile there to drop them off by myself and then a mile back home. She said my dog had flea's because she itches a lot then started routing through molly's fur, i was MOST offended by this, how dare she come into my house and say that? Especially since my pets dont have flea's, trust me..I know. But yeah, she wont be being invited again any time soon.
Thursday: Emily left *HURRAH* Rest of the day was spent alone again, by this time im being a loser and missing my parents.
Friday: Gemma came and stayed over, we had such a laugh, rented house of a thousand corpses, which was shite, lol just perverted and twisted, made me wanna scream coz there was no real plot to it, and no chase, i prefer exciting horrors where the person actually has a chance of escaping. Didnt go to bed till 5am.
Saturday: Gem stayed till 5pm, so luckily i wasnt alone all day, took some funny pics. lol, then she went :o( Saturday night was spent alone.
Sunday: Steph an crysi came over at 8pm, we had a laugh, went to meet Lauren at the train station at 9pm, Also met Gemma there, we all had a laugh, Steph and crysi left at half ten, then it got funnier coz Gemma's bf came over, and it was sssuuuuchhhh a laughhhh, reaaalllly enjoyed myself, im so happy shes finally found a guy that MIGHT actually deserve her. Gem and Tom left at 1am, and Lauren stayed for the night. We watched the sweetest thing but we kinda talked all the way through it, lol, lucky thing we'd both seen it before.
Monday: Lauren left at about 12pm. Then spent the day alone AGAIN, gah..
Today (Tuesday): Parents got back EARLY, i was expecting them to be back at about 6pm, but they got home at 2pm, at which time i was still sleeping, my bad, which meant there were pots in the sink (only a mug and a pan) and the floor hadnt been swept, which made it look like a rug, lmao, coz of the amount my pets molt..Lol, well it wasnt THAT bad, front room was ok-ish, not extremely messy, luckily :o)

Ok, so that brings us to today, My mp3 player broke and im really upset, i cried for like..2 hours, coz i felt bad, i didnt break it, it just wouldnt turn on for some reason, and thats £100 down the drain that my parents cant afford to waste, its not like i can take it back either coz i dont have the receipt.. So shitty day :o( But hey, i might be getting a mini bloo 4gb ipod next month now =D *HAPPYNESS ENTERS* Who0o. Lol.
Tomorrow: Going out with my mates for a meal at the toby carvery *Such an upgrade from pizza hut!!* Gunna tape the episode of bb, OMG whos gunna go?!?! Hopefully itl be ----- and ------
i actually couldnt care less anymore, lol. Theres no controversy in the house nemore, i dont hate ne1 =( as long as ant wins i dont care. Lol, anyways enough from me, said it would be a big entry didnt i =X Lol..oops

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..Ok.. [26 Jul 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Mariah Carey ]

Paents said they'd ring local stables. Still havent. Lol. Havent filled out EMA yet either O_O i swear il end up at college and they still wont have done it. lol. Im bored, Havent done ANYTHING since i got back from holiday :( what a loser. Been invited out this week though a couple of times, might go, lol. Gunna go to the bakery i used to work at and ask about the job their advertising, then im going to volunteer at the local stables. Meh..Sorry to bore u all. lol

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~ Holi ~ [24 Jul 2005|12:49am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Mariah Carey - Melt Away ]

So holiday =D
Sunday.1st Day - Journey there was a laugh, me and Gem were all squished at the back! set up tent, was a lil pissed off, site looked shite, tiny pool, no slides or anything..Night life was crap, it ended early coz it was a sunday, and it was a kids disco..Meh.
Monday. 2nd Day - Was much better. Went for a country drive, saw LOADS of wild horses along side the lanes we were driving along. Then we went to Asda's, lolol, i got a new bikini and a new bra. Cuuuteness. lol, then me and Gem went to the aquarium, was reaaaaaaally good. lol, had sharks and GIANT turtles, all the fish from finding nemo were there, rays and things. lol. Night life was SOOO much better, AMAZING seeexy performer.
Tuesday. 3rd Day - Didnt go off site, went to amusements, and the pool was actually a laugh. Lol, we had a load of fun. Just a chilling day really.
Wednesday. 4th Day - Went to Marwell Zoo, was soooo fun, lol, me and Gemma fell in love with these lickle cats called sand cats, they were TINY and had funny shaped heads. I bought candy canes and a lolly thing in the gift shop, and a mug with tigers and cars on =D as cats are my fave animals, and bought my mum a lil something. Night life wasnt AS good but still and amazing performer who sounded like Christina Aguilera.
Thursday. 5th day - Went Horse riding in the morning, 1st time id ever been. It was frigging amazing, lol, we went up the valleys to the hills, the instructor was reaaaally nice. He taught me how to trot :o) i cant get over horse riding though. Dads going to get in contact with a near stables now =D =D YAY. Rest of the day we just chilled on the site, sunbathed for a few hours, we fell asleep O_O got kinda burnt but mostly tanned =D then we went into the pool, and sauna then steam room. Night life was crap, but there were these 3 kinda cute guys..well one was really fit, and i noticed them staring at me all night, well it coulda been both of us but it looked like they were staring at me. Later that night one of them came over to our table and said "my mates want to know how old u are" lmao. We told them, then they walked away and waited by the door bit for us to walk out but we lost them :-\..dont ask how. lolol. Then we met this reallllly posh guy but he was really sweet, we had a laugh with him.
Friday 6th day - We left but on the way home i got a load of shots of wild horses on the roads and in fields coz my dad stopped and me and gemma got out and went really close to them..closer than we should of really. We were pretty scared they were gunna lash out. lol. Lucky we didnt scare them, as we were walking really slowly.

This holiday has just got me into horseys...Too much, i miss them :( lol im so saddle sore and all. lol






I dont know if them pics will actually work, i hope so, lolol.

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Yay! [11 Jul 2005|05:04am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Mariah Carey - Cant let go ]

I finally got my layout looking sorta like ive always wanted it, i want a word along the side though like amy had "Bombastic" and i have no idea how to do it, and i have no idea how to put links in and stuff, ya know make the main title a link and that (Like Nikkis aka nicole. lol) and make the mouse pointed a + when it comes to links. Gah, lol, would anyone please like to help me out. And how do u make words move in your journal entries and make stuff bold and italic? Haha i sound like a spaz but im having a load of trouble. Lol.
Thanklies Muchly. Lol luv ya all xx
Oo wedding was amazing =p (i wud insert a pic here I DONT BLOODY KNOW HOW) haha.

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Booooring. [03 Jul 2005|05:50pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | My chemical Romance - Helena ]

Havent been online for ageeeeeeees - Or what feels like ageeeeeeees. So whats happened? Uhm, Broke up with Luke. Lol, He came round and like..we didnt click at all :-\ hmm, I could tell he wanted to kiss me but i kept distracting him. Lol, well first time ive seen him in a while. Things just change i guess..
Finished my exams. FUCK YES!! lol, haha. They were actually much easier than i thought they would be, not so scary after all =p So now i dont have college/any learning (=D) until september 16th or something.
Went to a beach party last week, was really good until this chav came along and started assaulting everyone, me included. Well i was the first. Lol, lucky i was drunk otherwise id have probably collapsed from pain or something. Lolol. Im fine tho, just had a sore face, still do, but it should be all fine in a few days. I mean how long can it hurt for? Its already been 10 days, Lolol. Lucky it was towards the end of the party that it happened anyways. Everyone was getting set to leave anyways.
Went to beach with kirsty, steph anna and crysi. Was a laugh. Went to Asda's yesterday, fun fun, lol, i got harry potter 2 on vid. *snort..geeky* Yes i LOVEEEE harry potter. Lol
Watched most of live 8, and taped it anyways. Was amazing. If anyone didnt get the msg btw..
MAKE POVERTY HISTORY.
And thats about it, another chapter to my boring lil life. lolol

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Meh, lol [20 Jun 2005|12:52am]
[ mood | predatory ]
[ music | JoJo - secret love ]

Ended it with Luke, it just didnt feel right, how come i hit it right off with Dave who i know is a pig :-\ but with luke who i know is a greeeeat guy i cant deal with him :-\ hmm. Only 4 exams left, WHO0O0O0O0O0O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Me and Amy had a fight :o( Kinda miss her. Saw house of wax, downloaded it now. Having BBQ 2moro, MY FUCKING GOD THIS HEAT IS SWELTERING, and i dont know if i can handle it anymore, lol. I have it for another few months so i best get used to it. After all im lucky - i live 5minutes from the beach =D French exam tomorrow, like i give a shite about that. Lol, i can have a lie in tho, it isnt till 13:30 :o) imma go watch south park. Lol, bye bye xx

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Hmm [13 Jun 2005|08:18pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | eastenders. lolol ]

Saw house of wax, great film, paris's death scene isnt bad at all, but i heard it was :-\ the worst is the finger bit. lol.
saw loadsa films recently, stepford wifes, creep, wrong turn, the punisher (amazing)..gah i dont remember what else, but LOADS. Half way thru my exams =D

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Aww im so glad things never ended... [10 Jun 2005|09:57pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Faith Hill ]

Luke says:
HAHAHA
Luke says:
oh god, you're so great


He makes me feel all special :o)

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You cant even spell Beeyatch!!! [09 Jun 2005|09:17pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Faith Hill - When the lights go out ]

French..Lmao

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Contradicted [08 Jun 2005|09:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | You know whats up - donnel Jones ]

Wow, today i got a BRAND new bottle of perfume for 30p...Its originally £52 in shops. Its contradiction by Calvin Klein. Ahh yum...Charity shops rawk. Lol..30 P FOR A BRAND NEW BOTTLE!!! its a massive bottle too, not like a tester or anything. I bet the person who owned it is like..dead or something O_O

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English [08 Jun 2005|09:11pm]
[ mood | Sick of exams ]
[ music | Mercy..dunno who its by ]

English was Ok, not as easy as my past english exam, but this was..better than maths il say, lolol. Nah it was quite easy =p Got french tomorrow :-p Not even gunna bother with that. Just turn up, do the questions i can and leave. Lol, i dont give a shite bout french. Never turned up for my oral GCSE..

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Maths :'( [07 Jun 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | Dancey :-p ]
[ music | ub40 + bob marley - red red win wicked mix ]

Uhm..Maths exam kiled me(who0o im a ghost) glad its all over. Lol. I missed like..5 questions, half the frikkin stuff id never even learnt. English tommorow. Lol..only 10 exams left.

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Amazing weekend. [07 Jun 2005|01:50am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Ub40 + Bob Marley - Red red wine (Wicked mix) ]

Had an amazing weekend as the title thing says. Went to Kellys (cousin) wedding. Was...Amazing. Haha. Uhm, the service was beautiful, she looked...amazing again. Lol, awww i love her so much i nearly cried. Rob stood looking proud, lol, Isla, Jj and tommy looked SOOOOOO cute in their suits and dress. Aww. kelly started crying as she signed the marriage licence. Aww. Then we went to the hotel to "socialize" then we went to the dining room bit, our names were like..layed out where we were sitting. I sat with Tanya, her kids and husband, Eve, Michelle and Jon. First course was Ice cream, Passion fruit and melon..Uhhmm yuuuuuum. Main course was a turkey roast, and she had a chocolate fountain so there was no pudding. Then in the evening was the disco, and i had tears in my eyes AGAIN when Kelly and rob had their first dance @@ lol @ me being so pathetic :-p I got totally RAT-ASSED. Jon had to ruin the night, he had an argument with Michelle and left the hotel. The wedding was in crawley...We dont live in Crawley, we live about an hours drive from there. He had no money, no jacket, had never been there before in his life, and had no mobile. He later rang Michelle 2 hours later when we were at Kellys house (we were sleeping there as Kelly was staying in the hotel until Monday mornin which was when she was going on her honeymoon) and he said on the fone he woke up a car bonnet and my sister (who doesnt live in crawley) and cousin (who lives in crawley) went to find him. By the time he got back i was asleep..Too drunk to function. Lolol. But from what i heard from my cousin and mum he threatened Jon quite a bit (GOOD ON HIM!!!!). Just sad now coz i miss them all SOOOOOO much. I dunno when il get to see Joe (cousin) again, coz hes living his life now, and doesnt make it down very often :( (never actually) so we're lucky if we see him at Kellys BBQ's. Probs see Kelly and the rest in the summer. My mum said i might be able to go and stay for a week and help her with the kids. Missing Nikki too (Kellys best mate). Sure il be ok. Lol. Had a GCSE this afternoon. Was science, was sooooooooooooooooooo piss easy which i was reaaally happy about. Now tomorrow afternoon i have a maths, so i best be going. Oops. Lol xxx

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Also.. [31 May 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | same as a second ago. Lol ]

I am Vanilla Flavoured.

I am one of the most popular flavours in the world. Subtle and smooth, I go reasonably with anyone, and rarely do anything to offend. I can be expected to be blending in in society.

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[31 May 2005|10:05pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Liberty X - gotta have your love ]

i tashte like Alcohol.

Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer.

(If you were not Alcohol you would be Vanilla.)


What Flavour Are You? I tashte like Alcohol.I tashte like Alcohol.


Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?

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Uhmm [31 May 2005|01:02am]
[ mood | Philisophical ]
[ music | Mary J blige - Family affair <33 havent heard this in ageees ]

i wonder if the word pet is prejudicial, rofl

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Hmm [30 May 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Jaimeson - Touch ]

What do to about Luke? Hmm..The thing is i know that i feel a lil uncomfortable with him, i cancelled cinema with him purely coz i didnt wanna be with HIM alone, but i miss him all the time =( Hes a great guy, and im not one to like..take peoples insults seriously, but last night when people were taking the piss it kinda made me realise "Do i wanna take this for a guy im not 100% keen on.." Ed told me he fancied me last night too and hes one of lukes mates :-\..uhm...What to do? If im not 100% comfortable with a guy WHAT DO I DO?!?!?! I didnt invite him bowling either, maybe coz like..i dont know, i dont..

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